My Kaizen

A dream, never ending, ever changing….

Another year begins…

Posted by Aditya on January 3, 2009

I am totally caught up in the day-to-day work to complete the ideation activity I was longing to do at the year end. I guess tomorrow would be the day after all. It sucks when you have to come to work on holidays, and my productivity is on a decline since long.

Till now, my resolutions are: no booze, and no non veg but fish.

I am feeling bored in the current job, in just 8 months. I feel a major factor for that is the time. I spend 4 hours a day just travelling, and I simply cant do stuff during travelling but to put in the earphones and listen to whatever. I tried listening to audio book, but if u drift even slightly while listening, the book is done for. I cant read anything, I cant practice anything. Hell, I can barely breathe in such a crowd.

Mumbai, in many ways is a suffocating city. Be it the hot n humid atmosphere, or its speed of life. For me, the main irritant is the traffic. There is just too much crowd in mumbai. Overflowing from every open door. After some days, it gets to you.

In the last two months,I have broken every long standing health rule I had imposed on myself. One tends to rebound after a few unsuccessful efforts to inculcate a habit I guess.

The task in this year is cut out. Get healthy, get going.

This is where I need to start. Again. It begins today.

Wish me luck this time.

Take care…

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yummy!!

Posted by Aditya on December 13, 2008

Finally I am eating the food cooked by my mom!!! the legen-wait for it-dary dabbawallas are to thank for this miracle of course.

Then again, all is not well. The person who maintains the tiffin delivery leg on my side is full of attitude. He is very strict in the sense that he would just keep the tiffins for my floor outside the lift. He wouldn’t even take a few steps it takes to keep it separately. The neighboring office ( jewelery shop or some such secret society )  houses some millions of noisy ladies and all of them get their own tiffins as well. The brainiac watchman just scoops up all the tiffins and takes them inside. By the time the error is discovered, the tiffin angel is back to collect them. He wouldn’t even wait for a few nano seconds, in case he would lose the race against photons….

Enough is enough sometimes. I had to rise to this matter of life and death. As the clock ticks towards one pm, my ears are perked up. Like a hunter in the jungle, I am sitting at a my place, without any movement.My focus flows in a zenlike state ( aided by the growing hunger of course). The second the lift door opens, I make out the difference in the noise made outside. After practicing and lots of false alarms, now I am a pro. This time the lift door opens with ‘THAT’ noise, I am already out, taking out my tiffin bag from the plethora of others strewn around. I sometimes catch the door closing…practice does make a man perfect…

Then, the sweet taste of victory lingers on my tongue…. not for long though, the tiffin needs to be out within half hour….

The race continues…

Take care…

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The lifestyle change…

Posted by Aditya on December 11, 2008

As I recall my engineering days, specially the 2004-06 period, one thing that comes vividly to my mind is the discipline I had inculcated. I used to be a regular yoga practitioner, worked out regularly,  had proper control over diet, and sleep cycle properly oriented. I was working on a very high energy level during those days.  I still remember the mental clarity I achieved during those days or when I was properly working out in MDI.I know I can and must do much better.

I wish to replicate the same over next few days continuing to the infinity , although through baby steps.

A proper sleep pattern would be the top priority. Increase in raw food intake, coupled with reduction in the consumption of tea and junk food would be introduced. ( This reminds me of the coffee free days during MDI ).

The diet change will be complemented by regular exercise and yoga. Also a form of meditation I am (used to actually) practice during those days.

I will track these things on a daily basis ( so much the reason to blog regularly again!!!). Wish me luck!!

Take care…

update 12-12: errrr…all this maybe from monday ;)

Take care…

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A book and lots of articles…

Posted by Aditya on December 11, 2008

Very recently I have joined an online library. It does have pretty decent collection of books, and a facility that books are delivered and collected from your door step. The first book I got in my hands is ‘Faster than the speed of light’. Its a book with two structural part, written by a physicist. In the first part, he explains the historical developments in relativity, cosmology and such. He delves into deep yet simple explanations which are completely non mathematical. The second part deals with the radical idea that is the title of the book. While explaining the concept, and the ramifications, the author also weaves his personal story along with. He is brutal at places, but true to the story he is trying to tell. Interesting book, but it will help immensely if the reader has a firm grasp on the basics of relativity and cosmology.

I have just received another book, written by Jared Diamond. its titled ‘ Collapse: hows societies choose to fail or survive ‘.

I am also following a lot of economists through the ever useful google reader. The opinions are same, and getting gloomier by the day. Then, I look at the news papers and see prediction of job losses, liquidity crisis and forcast downgrading. Yet the government is predicting 7-8% growth… There is something drastically wrong somewhere. I have no clue as to how India will survive the recession if the whole world is already in one,and most knowledgable pundits are claiming that this is just the beginning….

Anyway, as my favorite line goes… ‘this too, shall pass’

Take care…

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Posted by Aditya on November 10, 2008

I have not blogged for long because there is nothing to blog about. Right now I am back to ideation stage, once I set goals and start taking action, I will track it again on this one.

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busy

Posted by Aditya on September 19, 2008

Thats what I am these days. Hence no posting for quite some time. Also the repairing work currently going on in my house is impeding my net access too. My beloved lappie is on a downward spiral. MANU is performing at a mediocre level. My lifeline ( aka cell) is also stutturing. There are bomb blasting on every pavement. The weather is weird these days. I need new clothes. The employment is falling rapidly and good people are losing their jobs. I am getting too fat. There are floods. I am eating too much junk.

World is coming to an end.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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why the long break?

Posted by Aditya on September 7, 2008

I was lazy in getting the laptop repaired, specially the non working key board.

Finally i have given in and bought a usb connected key board.

that is damaged now that i am trying it out.

One of my colleague left the job, and the work fell to me. Loading me more.

I am back, and promise to be regular.

take care…

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Aother 15th August…

Posted by Aditya on August 15, 2008

has come… and apart from putting on tricolor at every conceivable place, and putting on blaring music featuring some quasi patriotic songs, no one is in a mood to to something different. The scene is same as last year, or years before that.

What we need is not rhetoric about change and improvement or comparisons which are as empty as the water reservoirs in the summer. We need discussions that are action oriented and implementation focused.

India is lagging. We are losing out on the gifts which we have received one way or the other. Instead of having a structured agenda that is party independent, the autocratic rule still persists as different levels. The oldest democratic party in the country still is ruled by a dictatorial style, the head treated as empress. Even in school, the principal is god+king, and the participants ( students) have absolutely no say in any of the policy decisions.The ministers are treated not as public servants by any stretch of imagination, but as modern day rulers.

This has to change.

One way to start is to focus on what concerns me and millions more. In mumbai, people are alien to the concept of comfortable traveling. Trains are impossibly crowded, and instead of finding solutions to create other channels of public traveling, we laud the tolerance of people. Some weird thoughts are they not ?

The roads are filled with potholes, and no one gives a shit. People who can make a difference are busy feeding stray dogs.

By the time I reach office, I have already traveled in one of the worst crowded public transport system for more than an hour, and what ever energy I had in the morning is almost done with just stay alive at the end of the journey. I can easily predict my effectiveness and amount of value add done in the office. Specially when I know I need equal amount of energy to return home.

By my calculations, I lose four hours every day in traveling. Add eight hours of sleep and eight hours of work, and I am left with two free hours for myself. too less to be creative or to work out after getting tired so much just by traveling. People have gone through similar grind for decades. By the time they are retired, they are hardly left humans i guess.

The quickest way to increase productivity is to provide comfort while traveling. A/C trains would go a long way to conserve energy, specially in the hot and humid climate of mumbai. The gains would be then immediately visible. People are paying five to ten times the normal ticket for the first class, and the situation remains exactly the same.

My point is the mentality has never been to expect luxury. If it is working, its a miracle, because we have never been exposed to anything better. I guess this needs a fundamental shift in the thinking.

No longer is the world okay with anything less than best, and neither should be we.

Expect the best, demand the best, starting from yourself, and spreading to everyone who is a service provider.

I guess the rewards would be late, but enough to take our beloved country to new levels.

Happy Independence day.

Take care…

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cell phone addiction

Posted by Aditya on August 11, 2008

can be pretty irritating at times. Especially when you are in contact with many a hot babes at the same time ( okay, this is just to increase my coolness quotient ).

The incidence is like this…

My boss and I head out for a meeting at 5 pm. I should have thought about the time and carried my cell with me, but I was too happy to go out of the office to meet a client. I leave my cell there.

The meeting goes well, and my boss drops me off near the office to head for another meeting. I don’t have the office keys with me, because my keys are with a person who has not come today to office.

After about 45 minutes, I am in the lift, and planning to just grab the phone and leave the office.

I reach the 12th floor and push the door.. the door refuses to budge. I am like… hehe, very funny guys.. HEY!! wtf!!…

The door stares placidly at me. I am panicking…..

I am back to my normal self, and decide to head home WITHOUT a cell phone. Luckily the wallet is with me, and the train pass in inside. Normally I keep it secure in the office drawer. Lucky me.

I am in the train, and feeling very VERY uncomfortable, without my cell. I desperately need to play that game which i cleared while hanging out of the train door with only one hand. I need to sms, I need to call up someone…….

I am at home, and feeling suffocated.  I need my cell!!!!!

I am on the net.. I feel connected with the world… breathing is normal again.

Take care….

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Mistake ? be happy!

Posted by Aditya on August 9, 2008

I am one of those who remember even the smallest mistakes they have made. And berate oneself repeatedly over it. I cannot stand making a mistake. Mind you, if I don’t know something and try to do it, I am okay if it goes wrong. One the other hand, if I had done it beforehand, even once, then anything wrong becomes unforgivable. Once is enough for learning how to to it.

I am sure some think this is pretty extreme self regulation, but it has also helped me be alert and learn much more than I would have had I let myself loose. By natuSre, I tend to be someone who always finds path of least effort for a process. I heavily belienve and practice automating and delegating the chores. Simplify, reduce, eliminate, contain, alter, exclude, tweak… these are the actions I am always thinking about. Its more of going with the flow than putting my power in forcing the flow to divert. Kind of zen i guess. Use the natural flow of energy but direct it using the slightest efforts. Your mind can save you lot of efforts down the line… Plan properly, to the T, and then improvise as you go along. I am that kind of person.

I am wrong about mistakes.

Now that I am three months into my first job, I have realized the priorities are different. What I think is important may not be relevant for the client who seeks it. Do I then, spend considerable more time on it, just to get it right? or should I just do a shoddy but passable work, which is not to be seen by anyone in any case?

No, I am not a proponant of ‘chalta hai’  or ‘good enough’ attitude. I prefer to do the things once, and closer to perfection, and a shoddy job would really irk me. The question is of balance of investment of energy, efforts and time versus the rewards, utilization, benefit.

Right now, I am in a confused state, seeking the balance between both the perfectionist and ‘good enough’ views.

Take care…

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