Already an MBA, brilliant but useless….

That’s how I am feeling these days. Make no mistake, I am still very much observing those goals I set initially. The problem is, I am also wasting the crutial time that I am left with here @ MDI. So also, I am drifting back to those energyless stupors of old, which set me back on quite a many occasions.

There are really simpler solutions for this. The behaviour is the result of lack of clear goals, wrong they may turn out later. The old habits die hard they say, procrastination is the worst foe I still fight with. I have, as I well confess here, all the tools and many more at my mental disposal. Using them, however, is a different ball game for me these days. How I crave for some privacy where I can think properly for a length of time. Another is the fear of the unknown,which has been inherited by me from my father. That abstains me from creating the future that I have potential to fulfill. This keeps me well within the boundaries, and lets my talents and skills, and imagination atrophy.

Changes must be made, and none of them temporary. I am already enjoying the slight clearaty that I have got, I need to build on it. So its back to the drawingboard, to paint the next level of goals, to create a platform on which I can erect a proud monument for my achievements,and my brave failures.

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