many days..many things…

Now that I have almost regressed to the pre blog life, I think I must record it here, hoping it would force me back towards the life I have chosen for myself. I have not been to gym, I have been sleeping late,waking up late, had a beer or three….

The exams are on finally, and I am done with lectures from this institute. Now to the final target, or only target to be truthful. I should be shifting into the top gear now, although I dont even feel like getting up from the bed. The energy management is lacking somewhere. I feel as if I am sapped of energy, while around me people keep running, pushing themselves to do yet another thing. I need to prune things which are sponging off my energy, those third and fourth quadrant things which consume time and energy and drain me. For that, I need to sit for a quite afternoon and sort out the whole gamut. Todays afternoon looks perfect for such an introspection. I will go to library and do some soul searching there. Maybe I will improve, maybe I will make those changes stick this time. Just as I am still away from coffee. Thats the only thing I was able to completely maintain. Not that its a great achievement, I have just shifted to tea and that consumption is growing steadily. I guess unless I figure out this sleep cycle and food thing, rest are just attacking on the symptoms or branches of the tree.