and I am writing in at a weird time of the night as well. Not entirely alien to me though, but my life has taken a turn for the routine i guess.

Life fluctuates, and the problem I am thinking about is the future, and my mood swings. I am at cross roads now, and I need to choose. Whether to take the route which will lead me to a happy, satiated life with a cute, caring wife with a kid or two. A cozy, comfy job and a routine, planned life. Or I can take inordinate risks, change career track, do the weird stuff and gather experiences and memories.

Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing bad about any of these paths, and both are equally tempting for me, but the second one calls my dark side out. The lure of the unknown, the temptation of the exotic, the charm of variance.

I really don’t know whether I can gather the courage and shake those responsibilities and reach out for my true destiny. It remains to be seen as and when it will unfold.

All I need is belief in myself, and my knowledge of myself. Rest can be learnt on the way.

Take care…